Irrational fears are not a popular topic with the standard community. However if you are the parent of a special needs child then chances are, you can probably relate. Bella (my oldest daughter) is twelve and in her second year of junior high. It has been a HUGE transition for her to say the least. … Continue reading Irrational fears
Covid Covid Covid! 2019, 2020, is it over yet? Pandemic. I know I know I know! We are ALL so sick of hearing about it. Honestly I’m sorry this is how I’ve even had to start this post. However, I have been on a long break from writing. I thought for my return I would … Continue reading Welcome! 👋
My feet are filled with dirt, the flaps of my sandals held together by my big toe partnering with its neighbor clenching at the strap. I’m exhausted from this long intense hike. My legs bitten up by insects that have attacked me on my way. Red consumes my legs from poison ivy. My shorts ripped … Continue reading We may pick our path but the road decides the outcome for us.
Addiction. Everyone has an addiction. I don’t care who you are! It could be smoking cigarettes or Marijuana or even both, it could be over eating, undereating, over excersizing, it could be gaming, motorcycles, the list goes on. Addiction is in all of us! It’s what we are addicted to that tells society what kind … Continue reading Addiction
The night was young. We had just left the Hemlock fair after a few short hours. Enough for Steve to get a buzz and me in my fifth month of my pregnancy tired from all the walking. The roads are dark out here, houses miles a part from each other, and the roads still dirt, … Continue reading Hemlock Horrors
It’s December. It’s cold up here on the hill. Nothing like January or February in Rochester, but cold enough to need layers. I have been up here a few times before. I’ve hunted up here. But this is my first time experiencing gun season in the winter up on the hill. The boyfriend doesn’t trust … Continue reading My first time!
My mind is a mess! I want nothing more than for this man to be out of my life! I get that he will never be entirely out of my life because we have a daughter together but FUCK why won’t he leave my house!?!? It’s like some sick way of him having control over … Continue reading He could be my forever
Don’t think twice when listening to your heart,Never question when to start,Be strong and never give up on someone, let the stars in to weak and cripple the strong,Fierce the place that you belong, ignore the ignorance,Keep your head high,and don’t make your conscience a lie,Fly way to the top,and go forever with out a … Continue reading Listen to your Heart
The day has come! June 25th, 2007. “Kkkkkkkkayla, are you ready for this shit bitch!?!?!?” I text to the girl who is no longer my best friend but now roomie. My mom backs the uhal into my new driveway, that’s right MY! Just turned 21 two days ago. “Happy birthday to me!” I think to … Continue reading 21 and Ready for Fun!
It's funny how a hot night can turn so cold,And how a happiness can turn into a sickness of sadness,What's up with me fucking everything up,I'm a jinx that breaks all links,My spine can tell a story of bumps and curves,and my eyes will scream the crimes of twisted nerves,I never learn, I still think … Continue reading When the Rain Comes In